Having a baby or not?

How difficult thing is dealing with kids.. Sometimes, it is like a torture; sometimes, it feels like they are joy of life..  I don't know how to deal with them ; answering their difficult questions, helping them to solve their social problems or their concerns about life.
 Being a teacher is not just giving information or teaching academic stuff. You are their guide for everything and that is a big pressure.
I hope I will learn all these one day. For now I am just trying.. 
Picture was taken by me :) She is my little cute niece.

I think I am obsessed with books, pens, notebooks all kinds of stationary stuff attracts me. I don't know if that obsession had a name.
 Another interesting thing i am trying to figure out is the effects of visuals on me. Watching a movie or seeing interesting pictures always motivates me about the things that troubles me.. In short visuals inspires me  more than anything else. 

 For example That kind of notepads.. The pictures are from Google visuals..

I especially love libraries